Thursday, June 28, 2007

Accident

Phew.. today almost had an accident.. almost knocked down a kid with my bicycle.. hahaha..

i was cycling around my housing area.. and then saw an indian boy in front of me walking.. then he turned around and saw me cycling.. keep looking at me.. then i smiled at him and he smiled back

i made a peace sign to him.. and he don't understand i think.. hahaha.. but he kept his eyes on me.. and he banged a parked car on the side.. lol.. see me until didn't realise the car is there and walked to it... XD hahaha..

by that time, i was already in front of him and laughing.. then he ran ahead of me..

then me and him went our ways.. i kept on cycling and then wanted to make a turn... then suddenly this boy dash out and i press my break... good thing he also got dodge it abit.. so didn't bang him.. hahaha...

i asked him "ada apa-apa dik?" (anything liltle bro?) he didn't even looked at me and dashed off.. =.=; anyway.. good thing didn't bang him.. haha

God Bless

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Why do i like my home?

yesterday when i was watching tv, i came across a beautifully crafted advertisement.. sooo good is the ad that i remembered it just by looking at it once.. this ad was made by Petronas(they always make good ads) in conjungtion with our 50th Independence Day.

the ad started by a malay boy in front of the camera and saying

"why do i like my home?"

and he says

"i like my home cause..... i have my mum who cooks good food"
after he said that, pictures of people who are starving were shown.. people who have little food and were lining up to get them were shown.. then it goes back to the same boy

"why do i like my home? cause i have a big bed that is comfortable.. even my mummy says she likes it"

pictures of people who don't have bed are seen laying together just on the floor or on a mat..

"why do i like my home? cause it's safe and secure"

pictures of houses which were devastated by earth quakes and tsunamis were shown..

"why do i like my home? i don't know.. i just like it.. what type of question is that???"

hahaha.. so cute..

how often do we take things for granted?? our shelter, our cloths, the water we have, even the air we breath.. we take for granted so many things in our lives that we sometimes forget to treasure and appreciate these gifts that we have.. only when we lose some of these things do we know how precious it is..

Treasure the things that you have.. the very fact that u are looking at my blog now indicates that you are soo much more blessed than lots of other people..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nku-oAUjiY&mode=related&search=

the link above is the ad.. it is in Bahasa Malaysia, and it is sorta different from the english version i saw.. but nevertheless give it a look..

i will try and look up for the english version..

God Bless..

Love Hurts

During my last sem in HMC(HELP Matriculation Centre), i took Human Communications as one of my four subjects.

During one of the last weeks, we were supposed to present about anything, as long as it's a speech in front of the class.. i did not present but that's not the point

Shyuan presented her piece of speech... she talked about LOVE.. and she started by asking

"what is LOVE?"

Mr. Murali, our Human Communications lecturer quickly shoots out "love hurts"

yeah and love does hurt.. a WHOLE LOT!! haha.. don't u agree??

sometimes it is even better if you were to suffer than seeing your loved ones suffer.. true true?? hahaha..

for those who thinks that love is all sweet and good, think again.. that only happens in fairy tale stories.. but in reality, love hurts the most, but it also gives the most..

Shyuan gave some definitions of love, which were answered by kids.. and one of them is

"If you love a person, you should tell them often, because people forgets"

God Bless~

Good Friend vs Close Friend

I thought of this blog a while back, and i debated with myself, whether or not i should pen it down on my blog... i actually decided not to write it, but i changed my mind yesterday.. hehe

Good Friend, are they the same as close friend? not quite actually...

what makes a good friend? someone who is there for you when u need them most.. when u are down and need help, there they will be to help you.

what makes a close friend then? someone whom you always do things together, be it shopping or watching movies... they might not neccessary be good, but they are close..

now u see the differences between a good friend and a close friend? of course, the best type would be a good close friend or a close good friend.. but not everything in this world comes in the best form right?

so which would you prefer of the 2? would you want to be a close friend or a good friend?

for me, i think i am just a good friend to many... i am there, at a distant.. seeked only when needed for help.. good thing?? erm.. yes and no

yes because it is absurd if u can be close to everybody.. we just don't have the time and energy to be close to everybody.. so it is good that i am a good friend to many..

no because some of the people i consider significant doesn't treat me as i treat them i suppose. i want to be close, but there is a big gap in between, which needs the effort of two person to close the gap and cannot be closed with a person's effort.

maybe that's how God's relationship is with us.. more often than not, most of us only find Him when we need him for something.. when we want some help, we find Him and pray so ever whole heartedly.. there He is, at a distance, always waiting for us to get close to Him..

and as i had said earlier, He can't get close to us, if we don't 1 it.. it needs 2 parties effort to get close..so He stays there, always waiting and waiting for us to get closer to Him..

that's not good ya.. we need to thank Him for good days and pray for guidance in bad days.. and not just find Him only when we need Him..

that's how i feel sometimes when people whom i consider significant only finds me when they need help.. when they are ok, they don't really talk to you anymore...

hurmm... but that's part and parcel of life i suppose.. got to live with it..

God Bless

Live Happily

today when i watched Deal or No Deal on NTV 7, something that the contestant said strucked me..

she was a social worker and the host asked her that, what have she learnt doing social work?

and she answered:

1. to live happily everyday
2. do charity while still alive
3. because of 2, u will realize that "eh, i have the ability to help others.. and the happiness derived from helping others is so great."

It is good to lend a helping hand.. but beware of people who might take advantage of your kindness..

God Bless~

Monday, June 25, 2007

LOL 4

oh today got few lame jokes.. i watched the show on 8TV and the jokes are really quite lame.. hahaha.. but one needs to have some knowledge of hokkien or teowchew dialek to be able to understand it fully..

i would translate it however, but it loses it's 'umph-ness' i suppose.. hehehe

this guy in this show same up to the main actor and actress claiming to do magic trick

he claims that he can change 'chap koh' (10 bucks) into 'chit chap koh' (70 bucks)

so he took out a 10 bucks and a handkerchief, started to scrub the money

and he says 'chit chap koh' ah 'chit chap koh'... 'chit', besides being '7', it also means 'scrub' or 'rub'

so when he took out the handkerchief and start scrubbing the money, it literally means 'chit(scrub) chap koh(10 bucks)'

so the joke is 'chit chap koh'(70 bucks) = 'chit(scrub) chap koh(10 bucks)'

after that joke, he did another joke using the same 10 bucks... this time he says he can change it into 60 bucks(lak chap koh)

so he starts to drop his 10 bucks and say 'lak chap koh' ah 'lak chap koh'

besides 6, 'lak' also means drop

so 'lak chap koh'(60 bucks) = 'lak(drop) chap koh(10 bucks)'

then with the same 10 bucks again.. he says he can change it into 80 bucks (puek chap koh)

so he started to tear the 10 bucks and say 'pek chap koh' ah 'pek chap koh'

the meaning of 'pek' is to tear and although the pronounciation is not the same, it is similiar to 'puek'(eight)..

so 'puek chap koh'(80 bucks) = 'pek(tear) chap koh(10 bucks)'

lame? a bit ler.. hee~

God Bless

Modeling

Study break officially started.. so bored today... today is the day to hand up our assignments..

i was actually planning to go watch a movie after handing up the assignment, but things just don't go as what i planned.. simply put, those who are free have their own plans, and those who are not free haven't completed their assignments yet..

so what to do? after handing up assignment, stay home and read book only lo.. oh by the way, before reading my book, i had an afternoon nap and had a sweet dream.. hahaha

anyway... after my nap, i read my psycho book.. study break ma.. it's given to us so we have time to STUDY.. hahaha.. i am reading the chapter about how to treat psychological disorders and one of them is called MODELING

it's pretty simple actually... modeling as it says means that people learn by observing the model. this can be used to treat phobias

e.g: a person who is scared of snake sees a therapist handles the snake(either live of taped) with no harm.. eventually the phobic person would have the courage to handle the snake too..
it helps them to overcome their fear cause they see that it is totally ok for the other person to do the same thing (Melamed & Siegel,1975; Shaw & Thoresen, 1974, cited in Smith et.al. 2003)

this modeling got me thinking about something. could it be that all the lovey-dovey movies out there are sending wrong signals about love to all the youngsters? of course me included in la huh.. what we see in the movies, the some what distorted image of love... is that one of the reasons why there are so many young people who are already in relationship??

something to think about before going to bed??

God Bless

Reference: Smith, E.E, Nolen-Hoeksama, S., Fredickson, B.L. & Loftus, G.R (2003). Atkinson & Hilgard's Introduction to Psychology, 14th Edition. USA. Thomson Wadsworth

PRO Life

it's been a good 1 week since my last blog.. hahaha.. nothing to blog about until now.. today got lots of things to blog about..

Yesterday, i went to church for a talk, organized by PRO Life. PRO Life is an organization which goes all out against ABORTION. so i think roughly u guys can guess what this talk is about la..

they talk about pre-marital sex, STD's (Sexually transmmited diseases) and facts about abortion.

Nothing much that i will touch here..
just want to spread some news around about the talk

SAY NO TO PRE-MARITAL SEX

SAY NO TO ABORTION

y say no to pre-marital sex? cause it's dangerous... u can get STD very very easy if u are into pre-marital sex..

y say no to abortion? cause it's an act of KILLING an unborn child. if you wouldn't kill a person, why would u even think of killing an unborn child?

it's actually quite simple

No pre-marital sex, means no STD, means no abortion... see seee....

so just say no to PRE-MARITAL SEX... so simple only right??

But, if u happen to be pregnant for whatever reason, may it be your boyfriend forced u, or rape, please have mercy on the child.. and don't kill it. the child is not at fault and so are u.

go find help and bring the baby to this world.

TRUE LOVE WAITS!!!

Monday, June 18, 2007

Gender and Depression

I am currently doing my literature review and the topic that i chose was

the influence of age at gender differences in depression.

i came across a magnificent article about it that i want to share with all of u reading my blog.. hahaha.. to show my support for my fans mer.. XD

generally, women are twice as likely as men to develop depression.. and one of the cause might be because of their hormones.. y is that so?

when women are under stressful situation, estrogen promotes anxiety and depression, whereas testosteron actually does the opposite (Harvard Mental Health Letter, 2006).. how cool is that?? hahaha (a note here, this is just a theory that the researches came up with.. this theory might not be true)

a recent animal experiment tested this theory and the researchers uses rat to conduct the experiment. the rats were repeatedly forced to swim and provided with what looked like a plausible exit. however, the apparatus were arranged in a way that their escape would always be frustating and more often that not, the rats would give up. (Harvard Mental Health Letter, 2006)

here is where it gets interesting...

this state of apathy or learned helplessness, which kind of resembles depression was slower to develop if they were given antidepressants. male rats also tend to keep trying for a longer period as compared to female. (Harvard Mental Health Letter, 2006)

male rats however gave up sooner if they were given estrogen and female rats would try longer when they were given testosterone. (Harvard Mental Health Letter, 2006)

COOOOOLLLL ISN'T IT???!!!

the limitations of this experiment though is that this result does not appear in all animal testing... besides that, whether or not the results from the rats are generalizable to human is disputed. (Harvard Mental Health Letter, 2006) whatever la huh.. whether or not human act that way, me just want to share this cool piece of article..

hehehe.. if you guys want to know more on why women are seriously more depressed than men, then i suggest go and read more and sent in your comments la..

by then i think i should have finished my literature review, and if there are people who are interested in it, then i will post it up.. why women are more depressed than men, using experiments that have humans as participants..

hehehe

God Bless

Reference: Harvard Medical School (2006). Men and Depression. Harvard Mental Health Letter, vol 5, number 23, pg. 1-2. Retrieved 16th June, 2007 from Psychology and Behavioral Sciences Collection database.

LOL 3

if not mistaken, this is my third lecture of lamoism.. be very prepared.... cause it's REEEEEAAAAAALLLLLYYYY LAME... hahaha

a guy put a tape on his lips...
and his girlfriend saw that her boyfriend's lip was taped, and it seems as though that he wants to say something to her...

so she went and take off the tape from her boyfriend's lips..

and guess what the guy said??






































































guy: oh, i saved my lips for you..

now THIS is LAME... the piggybagging and ice cream is SWEET

SWEET u get it?? mwehehe..

Saturday, June 16, 2007

16th June 2007

16th June 07

today woke up and had my breakfast.. after that do literature review.. say only do literature review.. didn't do much also.. haih..

then before eating lunch, i went out cycling.. that time was around 1.. today's wheather was awesome.. not too sunny, and there are clouds all over.. so it's pretty cool.. cycled for quite a long time, plus i went to the padang (field) to sit on the swing..

haha.. how many of us actually have the leisure of playing on the swing again la?? even if we want to, we supress our desires right? cause it's kinda socially unacceptable that an adult like me still play swing.. but that time nobody was around except for a man who is a grass cutter i think... mwehehe.. so sit on it only la..

then went cyling and it was hard for me to cycle through the slopes... cycle cycle, pancit already la... then went to the field and walk on the pebbles, a form of reflexology.. quite fun.. by that time i was already beat up... so so so tired cause of cycling.. even to the point of vomiting.. feeling nausea..

looks like i really really really overdid it this time.. i think it's because of the sudden workout, so low sugar level in my blood.. i actually lied down on the pebbles cause cannot tahan already.. then went to sit the swing again and came home.. hehehe..

came home want to lie down but then feel like want to vomit.. run to the toilet.. *uwek* but nothing came out XD.. hahaha.. then rest rest and bath and ate my lunch.. eat bak kut teh, leftover from thursday..

the taste was ok ok la.. although i am looking forward to eating tangkak's bak kut teh... hahaha however, i don't know when that day will come, or will that day ever come.. hehehe.. see how la huh..

then came and continue literature review.. but, macam biasa (like always) didn't really touch also la.. hahaha.. talked to mabel and watch you tube. XD

had a short nap and went to church after that... then ate dinner and came home..

huh.. no more stamina la... must train already..

Friday, June 15, 2007

Hero

would you dance, if i asked you to dance?
would you run, and never look back?
would you cry, if u saw me crying?
and would you save my soul tonight?

would you tremble, if i touched your lips?
would you laugh? Oh please tell me this
now would you die for the one you love?
hold me in your arms toninght

I can be your hero, baby
i can kiss away the pain
i will stand by u forever
you can take my breath away

would u swear that you'll always be mine?
or would u lie? would u run and hide?
am i too deep?
have i lost my mind?
i don't care, you're here tonight.

i can be your hero, baby
i can kiss away the pain
i will stand by you forever
you can take my breath away

oh, i just want to hold u.
i just want to hold you, oh yeah
am i too deep?
have i lost my mind?
i don't care, you're here tonight

i can be your hero, baby
i can kiss away the pain
i will stand by you forever
you can take my breath away

i can be your hero, baby
i can kiss away the pain
and i will stand by you forever
you can take my breath away
you can take my breath away

i can be your hero


Lyrics from the song Hero sang by Enrique Iglesias

Night Market

Hi guys,

today i got mixed comment about my previous post.. namely where i said about piggybag-ing my girlfriend... oh my goodness.. my friends all kutuk (tease) me like crap.. hahaha.. but at least, there is someone out there who thinks it's sweet.. awwwwww thank u.. mwehehe

today no water supply to my house.. so my dad didn't cook dinner.. we went to pasar malam (night market) to buy food.. at first i was lazy to move my ass and didn't want to go to pasar malam, but after that i did went.. actually planned on just eating koko crunch for dinner....

then went out with my sis to pasar malam, and i think i ate more than what i expected.. hahaha.. first i bought chocolate crispy crepe and eat it while walking... then i asked my sis to buy for me seafood taufu..

i myself then went to see the mixed rice but didn't really capture my attention.. so continue walking... then, i went to eat 'lok-lok'... for those who don't know, it's kinda like steamboat, just that u eat it with a bunch of strangers and u generally stand while eating it...

OH!!.. IT'S BEEN A LLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG time since i last eat lok-lok. my dad didn't really like us eating that cause he say it's unhygenic.. that is why i soooo enjoy eating it today...

then da pau (take away) fried kuey tiew home and eat... also da pau-ed fish fillet... hehehe
eat so much later become pig lo...

ok.. do literature review...
i soo want to go watch 200 pounds beauty.. but need to do literature review..
who want to go watch with me?? hahaha

God Bless..

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Crazy Teenagers

While in class today, the lecturer said that it is during adolescent that we are really crazy.. crazy as in we try new things that we might not do when we were younger or older..

for example, we might try substance abuse, like alcohol, go clubbing, have multiple relationships just for the fun of it and maybe even bungee jumping.... things that are thrilling in a sense??

hurm.. really teenagers are like that?? erm.. to a certain extent i would say yes.. i for one would want to try lots of new things if given a chance... i would want to piggybag my girlfriend while she feeds me ice-cream, (aaawww how sweet is that??? ms winnie's sarcastic face comes to mind)... (but can i do that without being caught for close proximity?? hahaha) ride a bicycle with her, go hiking with friends.. well as long as do something extraordinary and not dangerous la.. oh by the way, i don't have a girlfriend ya..

so why do teenagers want to break free and do all these stuffs?? maybe it's because it is the time we have more freedom and we are not tied down with work responsibility like working adults.. or at least not that tied down la.. mwehehe~

some time last year, i was on my way back to home when there are 2 person wearing a board which write "i am HIV positive.. would u hug me?" both of the people who are wearing the board are also blindfolded.

i shook their hands and hugged them.. crazy?? i don't know.. but i think they aren't really HIV positive people la.. just that they want to see how many would respond i think.. one of them whom i hugged is a female.. and she has quite a fair complexion.. but that's not the point..

i mean.. seriously, who would go up to them and hug them?? i thought twice about hugging them too but then my 'good' side won over my 'bad' side at that point and so i hugged them.

point is it doesn't really matter (to me i think) what crazy things teenagers do, as long as they do not harm themselves and the people around them.. and of course, have fun while doing it.

God Bless

Monday, June 11, 2007

Presentation

11th June 2007

Today is the presentation day for my group on the relational patterns of patients with bipolar disorder.. wah.. feeling dizzy reading my group's title?? it's ok.. we were also puzzled about it.. hahaha..

so today went to college early to practice our presentation.. so practice practice and after that we went for lunch.. then went for lecture and finally... presentation time when it is tutorial..

our group was the second group to present and our presentation was.......................... i also don't know how to say.. but some of the comments that were given to us were:

1) we were constantly referring to the mahjong paper which is on the white board. it is bad because first, people can't really see the wordings and secondly, it gives the impression that we aren't ready for the presentation.. me particularly always refer to the paper.. why so?? cause i thought that by doing that, i am interacting the listeners to whatever that is on the paper... or else why bother putting up the paper there right??? but well... looks like it turned out bad.. learnt my mistake.. mwehehe.. but how much marks that i cost my members, i don't know...

2) we went out of the topic.. err.. what they want is how their interpersonal relationships were influences by bipolar disorder.. and what we gave is the common patterns of bipolar disorder patients, like hypomanic and stuff.. hurm...

3) during Q and A session, there is one question that made us really nothing to say.. COMPLETE SILENCE~ about 2 full minutes i think.. and that was really bad..

but look on the bright side, our presentation is over.. mwehehe..

then came home and had dinner.. what i had for dinner?? chicken rice.. haha.. those who i had bring to eat the chicken rice would know how nice it is... em.. em... good..

hehehe

God Bless

Sunday, June 10, 2007

10 June 2007

10th June 07

today is the feast of Corpus Christi... it's a feast day where we celebrate the body and blood of Jesus.. hehe.. me and 3 of my friends are carrying the canopy to shelther the eucharist carried in the monstrance by the priest.. but the canopy seriously a bit cacat 1.. all of us have to stretch at our sides to make the canopy straight...

procession around the church carrying that canopy is tiring... haha.. but fun also la.. walking walking got cameras around to snap our photo.. XD XD

then came back took my bath and had my lunch, then wash my cloths.. while washing my cloths, my aunt and uncle from seremban came and gave us a visit.. mwehehe.. she is kinda rich.. hehehe.. get what i mean??

then my dad chat chat with them and we got to see photos of my nephew and nieces.. soooooo cute man Donna.. and Warren is sooooooo fat.. hahaha like sumo wrestler like that.. XD

then before they went home, they gave each of my siblings,including me 100 bucks each.... muahahahaha... thanks a lot.. after that they went home and i had a nap before playing volleyball

VOLLEYBALLL....!!! long time didn't play already.. just before playing, it rained. then it stopped and we were sooo happy that we can play.. so faster faster go out and play.. my friends were already there when i reach there.. then we quickly open match... halfway through, it started to rain again..

oh no.. so how leh?? play in the rain only la.. hahaha.. i don't know when was the last time i played in the rain.. but this time, it's different cause i really played under the rain and got myself all drenched. last time even if played in rain also, will come in real soon.. but today, it's like i have no worries and don't care about getting all wet.. all i want is to have fun.. i feel so free

looks like i really am living my life to the fullest.. well sorta-kinda la.. haha.. at least i am very very glad of what i did it today.. hehe..

came back and took my bath then outside still raining... my dad went out so no dinner, have to go out and buy lo.. sis say want to eat KFC.. so went out to buy KFC and came back... eat until soooo full and watch Guess Guess Guess..

for those who don't watch this show, really really u should watch it.. it's hilarious and its a good laugh to brighten up your day.. hehehe

hmm... living life to the fullest.. yeah.. it's a great feeling when u can do what u like and enjoy it..

"i will find my way, i want a different way"
"when u are young and u fall down, there are people around to console you"
"but now that you are adult and are faced with problems, you need to learn how to face and solve it."

meaningful aren't they?? some of the meaning in the song My Way

God Bless

Saturday, June 9, 2007

09 June 2007

9th June 07

hmm... today woke up at 8.. go to church for practice.. hehehe.. then after practice, went to play ball... but it's quite late dy.. reach there, they all finish playing.. so i went home without even touching the ball..

then went to my car and drive to hardware shop to buy silver polish.. on the way, i almost banged a girl... well sorta-kinda almost la.. not really close but if she walk in front some more, i not sure whether i would bang her or not.. hahahah..

wait, y am i laughing? shouldn't i be scared? erm.. cause i know the girl??
hahaha.. she is one of the twins who sat in the same van as me last time.. about 2 to 3 years didn't see her already.. then i turn out to the main road and both of us looked at each other and we both have a smirk on our face.. hehehe

then went to hardware shop to buy silver polish... went inside and ask the boss

me: "yau mou silver polish arr?" (got sliver polish arr?)
boss: "mea lei ge?" (what is that?)
me: "eerrrrrr... teet chak jo wui kwong tit ga" (er, metal, after scrubing will be shining)
boss's wife: "otosoil"
me: "oooooohhhhhhh.... mea lei ge??" (oooooohhhhhh, what is that?) hahaha XD XD
boss: "neh, lei lor lei chak teet wui ngan tit ga. (neh, you use it to scrub the metal, it will be shiny) yat chi yat chi hou ce ngha chat kam ngiong ga. (one tube one tube like toothpaste)
me: "ah hai la hai la.. jau hai kho jek lo.." hehehe

by the way.. it's spelt as autosoil, not otosoil.. hahaha

bought it then went home.. then the rest of the day nothing special liao lo.. hehehe

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Alone vs Lonely

Alone and lonely, how do you make a distinction between them?? i am going to relate a story to differentiate both the term. to a few special people whom i have shared this story with, well u are blessed.. hahaha.. anyway, i read this story from The Star, just to make it clear it is not me who came up with it.

There is this grandfather, who has lost his beloved spouse. so the grandson, seeing that his grandfather might be lonely, said to his dad "dad, i would want to spend my holiday with grandpa this time."

so there he goes to his grandfather's house during the holidays.. he is quite eager to spend time with his grandfather.. the next morning, he got up and went jogging with his grandpa.. after jogging, they ate, and did some gardening..

and everyday, they did the same routine until the grandson was a bit bored of the same routine day after day. one day, the grandson asked his grandpa

"aren't you lonely?, i mean grandma is not here anymore... and if i weren't here, you are all alone.."
and the grandpa replied

"although i am alone, i don't feel lonely... i still feel your grandma's presence.. always in this house, always beside me, accompanying me.."

then the grandson pondered on what his grandfather had said and he realizes that sometimes, eventhough he is in the midst of a crowd, he still feels empty inside.. but his grandpa, eventhough he is alone, he is not lonely..

so now u know what is the difference between being alone and feeling lonely??

May God bless all of you..

Alone vs Lonely

Alone

5th June 2007

today after class, dad ask me to go ampang park station to wait for him.. then ma go there lo.. reach already then i called my dad and he said he will reach later... ask me go walk in Ampang Park first..

so there i go, walking in Ampang Park alone.. i know it might sound really really dumb walking alone in a shopping complex nowhere to go. i myself dislike walking aimlessly, that is why i normally go out only when there is something to do, or with friends. so with these two variables (wah big word, sorry ler.. need to make myself comfortable for finals XD) gone, i am left with nothing.. but am i lonely? no i am not, i am just alone... hahaha.. don't get it? nevermind, next blog got explaination on how to differentiate both of the term.

so walk walk alone in there lo..... it's been a LONG time since i went there.. the last memory of me going there was at least 10 years ago... how can i remember that long?? cause i remembered that my mum had an argument with my dad that day and she brought me there.. i remember the Mc D.. hahaha.. 10 good years man.. how long is that..

inside nothing much la.. i walked almost all levels.. lots of cloths and nothing more..

then came back lo...

then take bath and eat dinner.. eating dinner that time, my bro come and kacau me.. ask me go cut hair with him after dinner.. and the reasons he gave is real =.=;

terence, go cut hair la.. after cutting your hair more 'bergaya' =.=;
cut hair already look like good boy =.=;
good boy then lots of people like =.=;
lots of people like then u become popular =.=;

erm... and so because of his constant bugging, i go cut my hair only la..

Monday, June 4, 2007

Great Day?

June 4th, 2007

today went to college for class. first class by Sheng Sheng.. hahaha.. very long winded la her lecture. talk round and round but don't know where she bring us to. read text book only la.. hahaha

after class, went to eat lunch then went for tutorial class.. after class, jeng jeng jeng....

went to watch pirates 3 at cineleisure damansara.. muahaha.. 4.30 show and kah meng emo when he drove there.. silence roams in the car when he emo.. he is the KING when he emos.. wekeke XD

but still reach there safely.. thank God.. then meet up with evie and jian and we went and watch our show.. the show not too bad le.. come out liao about 7.30 then i went to toilet.. then something cute happen.. haha

i washed my hands then i was standing there blowing my hand.. and this little boy see what i was doing, and did the same thing.. just that the place he put his hand under is not a blower, instead it is a box to take tissue out. XD he look so cute and innocent.. hahaha.. then i looked at him and told him...

"only here got" and he replied "oh.. thank you" *looked at me and smiled and shared the blower with me* hee~

then we went to kim gary and eat dinner.. ah.. dinner time.. it is the time we share our lamoism.. kah meng started by giving a riddle about a bird and then another riddle about helicopter.. goofness man... real LAME hahaha

then we said that we are going to meet up on wednesday morning to do our group discussion... and i slipped my tongue and said friday. (fruedian slip u may call it.. hahaha) then shyuan asked who said friday?? and i raised up my hand as straight as i could... so brave right?? i know tqtq.. hahaha

then a waiter came... y did he came? cause i raised my hand ma... oh malunya, then i said nothing la.. haha... ask him to shu shu...

then eat nice nice and talk talk and came back

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Time

Time... a precious thing that can make wonders in our life. some people never seem to have enough time to complete their jobs. some people have so much time to spend that they hope time will fly quickly.

since time is soooo precious, should we make full use of it? of course we should, but how? for those who have their schedule full, are u living happily or are you a slave of your work? shouldn't u enjoy your life while u are still alive? didn't u ever thought to yourself that u shoud be enjoying life??

for those who really are enjoying themselves and have much time to spare, should u just waste your time doing nothing and let the precious time pass? shouldn't u work on your future? read a book, do your homework or something that might help u in the future? have u thought that u should be doing a little bit more to shape your future?

contradicting views on how time are spent, and how should it be spent. if you are doing well presently in shaping your future and enjoying yourself at the same time, great.

if not.......... find some way that u are comfortable with la...

Pray to God