Thursday, May 22, 2008

Interesting day. Blessing in Disguise? Part 3

Part 3: Volleyball and Computer

So after recruitment drive, went to eat lunch with Zhou and then went to library... wanted to find some stuffs about autism.. but to no avail.. sigh.. so do what?

short nap.. haha.. in the library..

so after nap, went back to main block, change my attire.. and play volleyball with bpsych people.. nothing much to do there, except for digging.. no net.. nothing else can do.. so we dig for about 1 and a half hours..

then Kelvinn came and told me that... we should have systematic training.. and he said that.. I should be the one who trains them.. =.=;

he asked me to come up with a training plan from now right up to the sports carnival.. ok lor.. haha.. if don't train also not good.. train only la.. hopefully i can do a good job.

oh.. while we were digging.. one female approach the basketball court and asked who is the volleyball club president.. then i was like "hi hi.. i am the volleyball club president.. interested in volleyball?"

she said "yeah.." then i asked Zhou to go get his phone so that we can take down her contact number.. his phone is in his car.. so while he gets his phone.. i chatted with her for a while..

i asked her.. "you played volleyball before?" she answered me "yeah... PROFESSIONAL VOLLEYBALL"

*JAW DROPS TO THE GROUND AND BOUNCES BACK*

i was like trying to keep my cool and replied "oh cool cool.. that's great. where are you from?"

she said she's from Zimbabwe.. ah i see... so after taking her phone number she left.. lol.. professional volleyball? hahaha

after that, came home safely and after dinner.. switched on my desktop as usual, to check my mails and do assignments.. but... my desktop restarts itself automatically for no apparent reason.. and it happened like.. more than 10 times?

good thing i got my sis laptop to use.. haha.. so.. interesting day huh? ups and downs in a day.. Blessing in disguise?

God Bless~

Interesting day. Blessing in Disguise? Part 2

Part 2: Recruitment Drive

so me and Ying Zhou were the only 2 members to go for the recruitment drive... We were given a table, and so we put up posters and... waited.. haha

other clubs like dance club have a book to show people what their activities are like.. chinese cultural society have brochures.. we have... jeng jeng jeng...

NOTHING!!!

lol.. just a form to fill in names.. Both me and Ying Zhou said... well... sports club.. it's either they like it or they don't like it.. no use creating those kind of things.. XD Rationalization? maybe.. hehe..

but that's not the main focus for the recruitment drive.. the main focus.... is....

about 1 something.. came in a new club.. the wushu club.. the drive ends at 2.. and they came in 1 something.. and i didn't know they were from the wushu club la.. but this girl called.. Wen Ji really made my day.

she started talking to us by coming over and said.. "volleyball club where got nice? the other time i play until my hand bengkak"

i told her "it's like that 1. the first time i played also blue black." then she replied.. "ya la.. that's y volleyball not nice lo.. come for wushu better. It makes you more GENTLEMAN"

me and zhou was like ... gentleman? wushu so feminine.. lol.. then she complained to her president (which is Christian *his name is Christian* :) ).. then i told her.. wushu good for you arr.. can fend off sexual predators.. and she said "ya lo.. the first person i am going to kick is YOU" =.=;

then we told her.. erm.. guys also scared of sex predators.. and she said.. "you 2 scared of sex predators? don't tell me you are .... GAY?" *bang head on the wall....* and i told her that if we were gay, shouldn't we be having fun instead of being afraid?

then she replied... how i know both of u le? maybe when guy touch you, you go "ah... ah".. then me and zhou demonstrated that in front of her..

i touched zhou's arm.. he ah-ed.. i touch him again.. he ah-ed again.. then she said both of us very nonsensical... and yes.. i do feel a bit nonsensical too.. fell into the pit of mild depression for a moment.. lol

then there is once that she stood up and wanted to walk pass behind my chair.. so i ma pulled my chair nearer to the table so she can pass comfortably lo.. you know what she replied to my kind and polite gesture?

"eh you no need to like that right? you pull your chair means i fat right? u made me hurt u know" *bang head on the wall*

when she was leaving, i asked her "leaving already so fast?" then she replied.. "why? miss me already arr? so fast le.. "

sweat!!!! =.=;

then i acted along and said.. ya lo.. miss u already.. number? she gave her number to me.. and then i was like.. really or not ? this number so nice? then she said.. miss call me la.. and it really was her number.. haha.. besides some perasan-ness in her.. she doesn't lie after all.. XD

then i was like.. how to spell your name? she replied "leng lui.. just save as leng lui la.." but before leaving.. she gave her name la..

here i was.. talking to a stranger who i don't even know her name until before she left..

but it's fun talking to her la.. although sometimes she really can make you crawl up the wall.. hahaha..

God Bless~

Interesting day. Blessing in Disguise? Part 1

I have to blog about today..

Since i got quite a lot of things to blog about, i shall divide it into 3 parts.. hehehe..

Part 1: Flat Tire

well i slept at about 2 in the morning i guess.. but then i think i didn't really get to sleep until quite later.. then need to wake up at 6.20. semangat go to college..

on the way to college, as i pass by Loke Yew road, i got a flat tire.. sweat... flat tire in the middle of a road under construction? this is not good... stopped by the side and lots of motor honked me for it la.. then i tried calling my dad.. but he was sending my sis to school.. he called back later and told me

you have to change the tire yourself lo.. i asked him.. yeah.. where is the tire? lol.. i didn't even know where the tire is.. then after i know where the tire is, i started to change the tire.. all by myself.. i don't even know how to change it.. so how? read the manual lo..

got honked.. don't care.. change tire... got honked.. don't care... change tire..

GOT HONKED.... DON'T CARE.... CHANGE TIRE...

after finishing, was very satisfied... cause i managed to change it.. gyahaha.. not bad right? then drive slowly to college.. scared of the instable tire.. the tire is smaller than the usual tire.. so imbalance la the car..

but i managed to reach college.. and i went into class late.. AGAIN... hahaha.. then Evie asked me.. how come got flat tire still so happy 1? the sense of satisfaction.. lol.. then class like normal and after that, went to buy bread and then get ready for recruitment drive..

Continue in part 2

God Bless~

Friday, May 16, 2008

Update

Since I started college, life has been pretty fine. Except for the fact that I am quite busy la.. but it's all well and good that I am busy. Stoning at home during holidays k... hahaha.. and me doing things can keep me away from some thoughts.

Monday: So first day of college, already bombarded with things to do. First day already got assignments. Woo hoo!!.. Then need to sign up for tutorial groups (which is the most exciting moment in every sem XD)

Tuesday: Hmm.. then find group members for Personality class and we decided to choose Anwar to write on. Hahaha..

Wed: no class.. laze at home and think about how to present the individual assignment.

Thursday: Leong annouced in class that there would be a BPsych badminton tournament tomorrow (which is today. 16th May 08). So Mr. Lam got excited and asked me to join him in doubles.. hahaha.. so I put my name in and I also decided to participate in singles. So after our first class which is at 8 morning, our next class is at 4. 6 hours in between, we went to play badminton with Ying Zhou and Andrew. We booked the court that day itself, went to Mr. Lam's place to get badminton stuffs, changed out attire and went to play badminton..

After playing, went back to Mr. Lam's place and took bath, before going back to college. Made it back just in time for my meeting which is at 3. me and Ying Zhou went to eat lunch at 3.45. ROFL.. went into class abit late la.. then came back home..

I tell you... sometimes the police handling the traffic is DUMB!! i was stuck on the road about 250 m long for 25 minutes.. 250m u know.. walk also faster man... but anyway.. i came back home safe and sound la..

Friday: went for class which is at 10, then went to have lunch before our tournament. Mrs. Lam was with us.. to give us 'social support' :p the single started first.. the doubles came only after the singles was over.. poor Mr. Lam, sitting at the side waiting and waiting until he is sleepy... haha.. good thing I joined singles as well, or else, I think I would be sleeping too.

So first game of single, I played against Fabio (the Sports coordinator for BPsych.. according to Evie la.. :p). Initially I was losing la.. didn't played well.. then I wore my specs (initially i wanted to play without it) cause I can't really see the shuttlecock clearly. So after wearing my specs, i won by 22-20.

Second match played against Filbert. Fuh.. when I got to know I was against him, I was thinking.. I'm dead meat. But suprisingly.. and real suprisingly, I won against him. 21-16 i think. Then I was in the semi finals already..

Third match played against YQ (first year second sem), and I won him 15 - 9 i think. then it was the finals.. haha.. in the finals I was swat like a fly. Lost 15-4 :p The champion was really good, and I have to admit la.. I was in the finals because somehow, I played against the less well players. If I were to meet him in the start, I lose in first round already.. XD

then comes the doubles.. lol.. met with James and Filbert. SHIT!!!! lose kau kau.. their playing was AWESOME. We were of no challenge to them la.. Played 2 sets, lost 2 sets.. ROFL.. the strange thing is.. after out match is over, Leong came over and told us, for our doubles, we got third placing. Me and Mr. Lam was like.. what? we lose totally and we still are 3rd? hahaha..

played until about 4.30.. then came back.. took bath, makan dinner, then head for church for meeting..

meeting from 8.30 till 11.15.. fuiyoh.. tiring.. that's about my update for the first 5 days in college.. and ohoh.. i am a tutor now.. whee~.. workloads coming in.. whoo~

God Bless~

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Yang Cong (Onion)

作曲:阿信(五月天)
作词:阿信(五月天)
编曲:周恒毅



如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
ru guo ni yan shen neng gou wei wo pian ke de jiang lin
If only, your vision would look upon me



如果你能听到 心碎的声音
ru guo ni neng ting dao xin sui de sheng yin
If only, you could hear the sounds of a heart break



沉默的守护着你 沉默的等奇迹
chen mo de shou hu zhe ni chen mo de deng qi ji
Silently watching over you, silently waiting for a miracle



沉默的让自己 像是空气
chen mo de rang zi ji xiang shi kong qi
Silently letting myself, be like air



大家都吃着聊着笑着 今晚多开心
da jia dou chi zhe liao zhe xiao zhe jin wan duo kai xin
Everyone’s eating, talking, laughing, tonite is such a joy



最角落里的我 笑得多合群
zui jiao luo li de wo xiao de duo he qun
The cornermost me, is laughing together with the rest



盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
pan di de yang cong xiang wo yong yuan shi tiao wei pin
The onions at the bottom of the plate are just like me, forever the flavouring



偷偷的看着你 偷偷的隐藏着自己
tou tou de kan zhe ni tou tou de yin cang zhe zi ji
Secretly watching you, secretly hiding myself



如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
ru guo ni yuan yi yi ceng yi ceng yi ceng de bo kai wo de xin
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer



你会发现 你会讶异
ni hui fa xian ni hui ya yi
You will discover, you will be shocked



你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
ni shi wo zui ya yi zui shen chu de mi mi
You are my most suppressed, deepest secret



如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
ru guo ni yuan yi yi ceng yi ceng yi ceng de bo kai wo de xin
If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer



你会鼻酸 你会流泪
ni hui bi suan ni hui liu lei
Your nose will run, you will tear



只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意
zhi yao ni neng ting dao wo kan dao wo de quan xin quan yi
If only you can hear me, see my wholeheartedness 



听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气
ting ni shuo ni he ni de ta men ai mei de kong qi
Hearing you talk about you and your many other ‘him’ and the blossoming loves



我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
wo he wo de jue wang zhuang de hen feng qu
Me and my hopelessness act very amused



我就像一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏
wo jiu xiang yi ke yang cong yong yuan shi pei jiao xi
I’m just like an onion, forever just the supporting actor



多希望能与你 有一秒 专属的剧情
duo xi wang neng yu ni you yi miao zhuan shu de ju qing
How i wish to have with you, a second of our own story

God Bless~

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Coffee and Sleep

I used to sleep very easily last time. Once I lay on my bed, I would go to dream land, faraway land, or secret desire land, whatever you might call it. No matter what I drink, either it's coffee or tea, I would still sleep like a log.

These days, I find myself awake in the wee hours, trying my best to get some sleep. I used to sleep at 10 last time, but now I normally sleep at 1 a.m. Part of it is due to... well... for better or worse, the frequent use of internet. Workloads from college also plays a part as I would be up until 12 or 1 for assignments before retiring to bed.

Nowadays, coffee makes me unable to sleep as well. Yesterday I went to MIHAS (Malaysian International Halal Showcase) and drank a few small cup of coffee, and guess what happened? I stayed up all morning, until 6.

Then I drove to church, and got into an accident. Well, that's not true actually. I didn't stayed up until 6 morning la. But I was seriously trying to get my sleep, and I couldn't. Woke up one time and I checked the time on my handphone. The time shows 2.40 a.m.

These days, when I lie on my bed, a lot of thoughts flood my mind too. All demanding my attention and making it so active that I have difficulty going to sleep. How good is it if I could sleep soundly like a child? Without worries. No use worrying about things right? But it just keeps on plaguing my mind. Anyone got good idea on how to get rid of it? Please don't ask me go count sheeps ya...

God Bless~

*oh.. i didn't get into an accident by the way. it's not true :-)*

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Females' happiest moment

You know what ranks top in 'Females' Happiest Moment'?

Rank 3: To be with a guy who loves the girl a lot, but the girl don't really like that guy
Rank 2: To be with a guy whom the girl loves a lot, but the guy don't really like the girl
Rank 1: Where both parties are head over heels each other..

Don't know whether true or not.. Got it from a show.. lol

God Bless~

Friday, May 9, 2008

Sleep and sms

Gah!!! Of all the days, it has to be the day when i was sleeping at my best, dreaming a vivid dream that sms have to flood in and wake me up.

First sms from Mr. Lam at 7.58 morning. Thanks for the wake up call. I know la old people like u need less sleep, but young people like me need lots of it. XD ROFL.

Second sms from HotlinkGift =.=;

Third sms from my friend..

And fourth sms from Mr. Lam again (cause i didn't replied his first message.. LOL)

I was dreaming so nicely ok.. or rather.. a vivid dream la.. the first dream was like this:

Me, Mr. Lam and Jian were together with my sis. My sis wanted to find a tuition which offers the subject History. So we went to this tuition centre and started crawling up the stairs. I said crawling because the ceiling is rather low, so we really need to like bend down a bit la..

my sis went first, i second, mr lam after me and jian last.. while we were crawling up the stairs, mr lam hit my ass (like a friendly gesture la.. he always kacau people right). then i 'repay' his kindness, and i kicked him. :P

then he as usual got his "ouch pain la u mangkuk". then i went back down and like.. "oh really ar? sorry sorry." then we continue crawling up and we reached the top. then my sis asked whether this tuition offers History, and they replied they only have English and Bahasa Malaysia.

so we went back down.. and suprise suprise.. shyuan came riding a motorbike (imagine that. ROFL). then all of us went back to my house and sorta discuss discuss about the tuition, and MIHAS. then i asked what time does the exhibition end..

Jian answered normally for these type 10.30 pm. i said.. so late arr? last time i worked ended at 5 or 6. then i made a simple calculation and said.. "wah.. shyuan worked for RM2.50 for an hour? so sad" (i seriously didn't make a recount. but i remember that was what i said during my dream. whether or not the value is right, count it yourself k)

then while we were talking, i realize that it's already time for me to play badminton. i ran down, and then my dad asked me to help with preparation for dinner (i think). so preparing the food, and then i told my dad i want to go play badminton. it's only after the second time i asked him that he let me off.

the badminton court needs booking and by the time i left, the time is almost over. i ran out but strangely, i did not ran to the court. i ran to the field, more like a slow jog. and even more strangely, part of the field turned into cemetary and there were people cleaning the graves there.. so i continued jogging, passing a few girls and after i jogged about half the field, i started speeding, sprinting as fast as i could home..

when i reach my gate, Kam Seng came out of a car, parked opposite my house. then even more amazingly, Sin Kwan Hong (it's been a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since i last contacted this guy) was standing just outside my gate.. trying to swat a mosquito i think.. hahahaha..

then sms came.. and i woke up..

the second dream... is about how i was in a faraway land.. and i wore shiny armour.. i saw a princess in a tower and i had to fight the dragon to save the princess.. and well.. i wasn't a green fat ogre.. well.. actually that's not my dream la.. :P

i dreamt that i was sitting somewhere.. playing computer i think.. and Cha Loo was sitting beside me, trying to draw a picture of my face (is that what you would call a potrait?). yea.. i only remember this much.. because another sms came in and disrupted my dream.. =.=;

well.. nevermind la.. dream are still dreams.. and reality will be reality.. good news is, i am still going to play badminton later and going to MIHAS. :)

We live in reality where not everything is perfect, but it does not have to be that bad.

God Bless~

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Cards?

When we were young and haven't know the value of money, we make birthday cards for our loved ones.

When we grew a bit older and started to know money, we have 'less time' and we bought cards for them.

When we grew a little bit more, and have more money, cards are no longer enough. We buy presents to show our love.

The present you bought might not be suitable for that person. And he/she might give it out to someone else. But a customized birthday card would remain with that person forever.

Maybe it's time we go back to the 'small little us' and start making handmade cards again.

God Bless~

Monday, May 5, 2008

Cartharsis

OK.. this is a cartharsis blog.. so i shall just rant out anything that has been plaguing my mind..
it might be a non coherent blog, which might sounds like a schizophrenic, but i don't care.. :)

i was sooooooooooooooooooo bored during this holiday that i took out the atkinson and hilgard book and read. i was that bored owhkay... read on perception and then it tells that human's perception is not perfect. Indeed, it presented with a case where 2 hunters perceived a tent as a bear and shoot it. one person died because he was shot. the person who shoots went for trial and was found guilty.

so there is this critical thinking question which asked... why would a designer design human (or any other living being) with imperfect perception. why indeed? if we were to have perfect perception, everything would be crystal clear.

then i tought to myself, does the designer (let's say God la ya) have perception? and if He does, is His perception perfect? hmmm.. think think and tell me the answers k

23 people, what's the probability that at least 2 shares the same birthday?

that is Ms. Chia's PM this moment.. and i wonder what the answer might be? i tried calculating it, but ended up don't know how to calculate.. hmm.. will try again later.. anyone willing to teach me?

i have been doing a lot of thinking lately.. useful thinking, nonsense thinking and... well thinking la.. so bored mer.. what to do.. and these thoughts just come flying into my mind.. thinking about how i can be not that bored.. why does it seems like everyone else got something to do except for me? hahaha..

yesterday when i was watching show, a man said that there are 3 important things that a man needs: money, women and dignity. true?

this morning i dreamt about vollleyball again.. but this time, Boon Kit was in it.. hahaha.. as well as Mun Kiat and Mr. Thean (my coach). it was a competition atmosphere again, but then.. no match happened la..

it's better to have love and been hurt than never to love.. hmm.. we are idiots who fall into this thing called love..

i'm going to have a reunion this coming sat with my primary school friend.. i wonder how it will turn up.. haha..

SOMEBODY'S GOT A BOYFRIEND...

God Bless~

Dream

This morning I had strange dream. What I remembered was this

I was talking to a friend, I can't remember who that is, but I am quite certain that it is a guy. We were in an indoor volleyball court. So while talking, suddenly Ah Bit and Suk Pei came in the court. Miraculously.. hahaha.. They were dressed in sports attire and seemed ready to play volleyball.

Then me and my friends are going to challenge a bunch of boys (boys i mean.. like 6 - 7 years old ROFL). So we were called out to discuss our strategy.. But I can't recall who the strategist is, or coach..

The last thing I remember was that I was standing in the court, ready to play against the boys. hahaha..

Aspiring psychologist, interpret this dream.. XD

God Bless~

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Funny yet Wisdomful

Today i was reading The Star, an article is worth mentioning (or at least in my opinion). I shall quote the whole thing.

"AN American, a Japanese and a Chinese went for a hike one day. It was very hot and, before long, they were sweating profusely.

When they came upon a small lake, they took off all their clothes and jumped into the water since it was fairly secluded.

Feeling refreshed, the trio decided to pick a few berries while enjoying their “freedom.”

As they were crossing an open area, a group of women from town appeared suddenly.

Unable to get to their clothes in time, the American and the Japanese quickly used their hands to cover their privates but the Chinese covered his face as the trio ran for cover!

After the ladies had left and the men had retrieved their clothes, the American and the Japanese asked the Chinese why he covered his face rather than his private part.

The Chinese replied, “I don’t know about where you come from but, in my country, it’s the face that people recognise.” " (Rosemary Tan, 2008)

God Bless~

Reference:
Rosemary Tan. 2008. Cultural divide or Chinese wisdom? The Star Publication. Retrieved May 4th, from http://thestar.com.my/lifestyle/story.asp?file=/2008/5/4/lifefocus/21091946&sec=lifefocus.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Tagged

Aiks. Another Tagged. Looks like I am very popular now. Gyah hahahahaha.. This time I was Tagged by Zheng Zoe

  1. What's your favorite anime at the present time? I don't watch anime. But i love One Piece manga tough :-)
  2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have? The ability to understand everything.
  3. How do you think about yourself? I guess I am a person who is sceptical but could be opened with the right combination of people. Sounds confusing? Yeah I know. :-)
  4. Where is the place that you want to go the most? Heaven
  5. If you have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? Aiks.. this is tough. World peace i guess. Oh that's so cliche right? Hahaha.. Besides that, i guess i would want to find a suitable other half to spend my life with.
  6. Do you have a crush now? Yes i do.
  7. What are you afraid to lose the most now? Everything important to me
  8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? I would save the money. Maybe give my dad to have his own business.
  9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? Yes i would.
  10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. Aiks.. Zoe.. i don't know what to write wor.. gyah hahaha.. erm.. he's smart, patient and nice
  11. Which type of person do you hate the most? People who thinks that other people's life are not as important as theirs.
  12. What is your ambition? To be able to help people by becoming a good counselling psychologist. Also to have a good wife, and becoming a good husband and dad.
  13. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet? I would rather they tell it to me. Or else how am i suppose to know what have i done wrong?
  14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? People around me
  15. Are you a shopaholic or not? Proud to say that i am not. On the contrary, i am very stingy about spending money.
  16. What is the thing that you really want now? To be able to hold her hand and cherish her.
  17. Why does it hurt when you punch someone? You seriously want me to answer that? Gyahaha.. First explanation would be because your superego is condemning you. Superego is the part of the personality that learns society norms. So society says that it's wrong to punch someone else. So it will hurt because you feel guilty. Second possible explanation is that we have 'mirror neurons' in us. So when we see other people in pain, we feel the pain too. But i guess the most probably answer would be this.. It hurts because.. that person is strong, and our punches are like hitting on rock or iron.. That's why it hurts.. LOL..
  18. Is there anything that you have done which you regret? hmm.. got la.. but it's rather private.. LOL..
  19. Are you hungry right now? Nope
  20. Do you think that this survey is totally useless? Not totally. But very hard to answer.. simply because "we true men don't really like to reveal our feelings." (Gossip Girl, 2008) ROFL.

God Bless~