Dissapointement and gratefulness

Acting for 1 day thought me 1 thing. I CAN'T ACT. Or at least not at this moment. It's tough.. really tough.. i have the picture in my head, i try to act, but it doesn't show. probably some scenes can.. but most of it can't.. especially ......

dissapointed in how i failed to carry out my role. no chemistry at all.. really cacatfying la.. ish.. i just hope the movie after editing would turn out owhkay. I don't need it to be awesome, i just need it to be adequate. Wei hong asked me to not self condemn so much. i hope i could, i tried, but i didn't manage to? anyway.. it's done and what's done is done. so.. such is life la..

so what did i get? let's see..

face, neck and arm sunburnt. everytime i walked down the stairs, my thighs scream with pain.. and my tummy is painful too.. so cannot really cough, sneeze or laugh :X shoulders are tired.. even with serious volleyball training also i don't feel this much pain.. i have been complacent.. hahaha.. thigh got muscle cramp yesterday and it's so painful that i wanted to rip apart that pants.. but my leg got stuck.. didn't manage to take out the pants.. but eventually the pain subsides, and then slowly managed to take off the pants. k let's change focus..

I would want to say a few thank yous here. don't know whether they will read this, but it's my appreciation to them

1) Wei Hong aka Kang Kang - he is the cameraman, director, choreographer, editor and... oh well.. i think he did most of the things, except acting. XD THANK YOU!!! i don't know what will happen without u

2) Rachel Tan Ai Ling - behind every man, there is a lady? muahahaha.. Wei Hong's gf. :p she helped him to set up stuffs and discuss things with him. so she plays a pretty big part too...

3) Annie Chew Cha Loo - for finding her friends (Kang kang, rachel, samantha, nunu, felix and clement) to help out. and also for taking the female lead role. most importantly, for being patient with me while i am the 'pariah' boyfriend

4) Samantha - for working together with wei hong and rachel. the 3 musketeers. XD

5) Dewi and Xinrou - for buying food for us. you probably felt really bored doing nothing most of the time but i really appreciate you being there until everything ends. :)

6) Coral - the prop master. thank you for assembling all the props together. i guess it's really pretty well coordinated..

7) Liggy - coordinator.. err.. she keeps calling people? XD give morning call, check where we are in the morning. check where people are in the evening..

8) Clement, Nunu, Felix, Daniel and Nicholas - thank you for all your effort. it's fun working with u all.. funny, playful, and some can act better than me i guess. we would not have pulled it through without u all inside

9) Pang Hui Sin - thanks for lending your place as a venue for our shooting (Thanks Leong for it too and the tv set). and thank you for your... money? wakakakaka XD

10) Ng Ai Li - thanks for helping finding Ju Wen, and Aunt Annie :D

THANK YOU ALL PEOPLE!!!!

and my million apologies for my mistakes and super H.O.P.E.L.E.S.S. acting

God Bless~