History

Today i had history. I learned history and i talked about history.

You must be thinking that it's that boring history subject, where we learn about our country... and those boring stuffs, but no.. that's not what i meant..

today, someone who rarely speaks to me face to face actually talked to me so much. at first, she was kinda silent, only talking when i ask her questions. suddenly, she started to pour out things... things that i never imagined that she would tell me.. she talked and talked and talked...

i listened, and listened and listened... she talked non stoped for about... 45 minutes? hahaha... but it was fun listening to her. since i got to know her until now, and compare it with today's 45 minutes, i would say that in today's 45 minutes i learnt so much more about her.

so that's that... then we proceed to do our thing, and it was my time to talk about my history.. officially.. :)

so i talked, and she asked questions... i poured out more and... i really talked a lot of my history. more of problems i guess... my self handicapping views.. and she's good at probing.. :)

well at least someone knows about my history...

God Bless~

She

This morning when i was sleeping, i got a dream

I dreamt that i was outside of my secondary school, and i was sitting in her car. the car was parked there, and i saw Lesley outside, sitting at the 'makan' store. As she started to drive, i remember hearing Jason Marz 'I'm Yours' on the radio. (strange how all these can be so vivid, but yes, i remember clearly)

As she was driving me back, we almost had an accident. She was crying and her driving was unstable. however we were safe. i got back home and the next thing i remember was that she was on the bed with me.. (fully clothed owhkie)

As she was crying, her head was lying on my chest. And i was half asleep. She would use her hand to massage my stomach and it felt good. Just like how mums would massage their babies stomach, it felt like that. she then used her feet and clasp my feet. my cold feet was made warm by hers. and again, it felt good

at that point of time, it seems as if the whole world is non existence, just me and her. talk about intensification of emotions in dreams man..

dramatic? poetic? i don't know.. but i can be sure that my dream this morning is full of emotions... who is she? she is she... :)

God Bless~

Death

Today I went to a funeral prayer. My friend's dad passed away and today marks his fouth day leaving earth. During prayer, all of us reflected upon our ownself

When will i die? How and why?

Will i die peacefully, having known i have lived a full life?

Will i die in anger and sorrow?

Will i be unforgiving and dissatisfied with the world?

Today i went to watch a show with my family. Money no enough 2. and it's a very good show. I love these kind of show where it teaches us to value everything around us and not take things for granted. Stongly recommended.. go watch it

Besides that, something inside me had died as well. or should i say, must die? hahahaha.. but at least it's resolved

God Bless~

Orange Juice and Plain Water

This morning i dreamt of a dream where me and my sis was in it. It goes something like this..

My sis was serving orange juice, and me, plain water. So she accidentally poured some onto me, and because of that, i splashed her with my plain water.. splash a bit only la.. haha

then she accidentally poured some more orange juice on me... and i splash her more

and it happens the third time, and i splashed her even more.. then she was mad and came after me with a jug or orange juice, wanting to pour everything over me

i, of course, ran for my life.. XD then she was unable to catch up with me and started sulking and kinda like want to cry... then i ask myself, "did i do the right thing?" a lil bit guilty in the dream and then i woke up..

and i started thinking... aren't we humans like that? you treat me this bad, i treat u this bad in return, or even worse sometimes. maybe it's time we think back if the other person were to get really furious, would we regret our option of treating that person like that?

"Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you"

Very hard to do, but i guess if we don't want regrets, we better treat people with love

God Bless~

Sushi King

So.. yesterday was my first time going to sushi king.. i know i know.. u guys must be thinking that i am such a sad person right?





what? it's expensive ok.. and i don't eat sushi... until yesterday that is.. i can't eat raw food or else i will have tummy upset....

so which sushi king i went to? the 1 in Genting.. ho ho ho.. we went up there yesterday. and yes... it's expensive.. i was so... in awe cum puzzled cum absorbing things in... one plate of sushi can cost up to RM 7 or RM 8, with the cheapest at.. RM 4 if not mistaken..

walao.. for that 2 tiny piece 4 bucks? the price and portion is like.. chinese dim sum, but more expensive.. i can go eat a big wantan mee and get myself satisfied man.. oh well, maybe i am comparing oranges to apples right? we shall leave it at that

so what i ate? a set meal.. i forgotten what the name is but it's a fried dory fish with black pepper sauce and vege, with rice, miso soup, yakult and a... forgive my wrong language if it's wrong... 'cawan mushi'. and this set is about 16 bucks... expensive

but i am really full after the meal.. reason being i took rice from 2 friends.. and curi makan some of their sushi, like really small piece, just for experimential sake.

would i go back there? yes, under this condition:

Someone belanja me makan there, and i can simply order or take whatever i want :D
But i should say it's a good experience...

God Bless~

Am i a Nil-lian?

Yesterday I went to watch Meet Dave. And it's a good show.. the beginning especially caught my attention and interest.. it questions about us.. humans.. why do we do what we do... and trying to understand our baffling behavior...

So what is this story about? it's about little tiny aliens who have come to earth in order to save their planet, Nil. they are sorta like... tiny humans, with very little feelings, and of course, very advance technology (which alien doesn't right? XD)

In their quest to save their planet, they discover that they too have very strong feelings, which they have always suppressed. they are becoming more of a human, rather than a Nil-lian.

It's humorous, heart warming and nice story. or at least to me. :) recommended to watch with couple i guess.. lol.. i didn't know the show would be suitable for couples after finish watching it.. XD

i am satisfied like this for now

God Bless~

Sigh...

Today i brought HELP people to play volleyball with my friends. after watching the wushu competition, i need to drive around fetching people and waiting for people to come. hassle.. but after all the hassle, they are there.. and there are 7 of us.. pretty good start i thought.. but i was wrong.. really wrong..

we lost very badly.. and i would attribute that most to the level of cohesiveness we have in our team.. we have bad formation.. we have no directions, our first ball is really bad.. and with that no spiking.. everyone is getting lost, we don't switch our positions, everyone is in everyone's position and we are like loose sand la basically.. don't understand? nevermind.. bottom line is we played badly in the first set.

so after that, we talked a little on how we can improve... on our formation.. and the second set we did a little bit better.. but still i think it's very very bad.. formation wise.. it's come to a point where it's nonsensical.. seriously that's what i think..

oh nevermind..... at least we now know where we are lacking.. shall be practising hard hopefully for another few days..

God Bless~