Some of the things i am ruminating/thingking/worried about
1) Postgrad education - what to study? don't know... where to study? don't know.. where to get the money? don't know.. hopefully can get scholarship.. but then if no first class honours how? chance of getting scholarship becomes slimmer. will i get first class honours? very hard :x am i worried? YEAP.. DEFINITELY!!
2) Life - whoah.. big, DDEEEEPPP word. when graduation comes nearer, i can't help but think where my life is going. almost endless option of what to do and where to head next. i want to go out and see the world. do things which i can only do now when i am still young. like climb Mount KK, go travelling around some parts of the world. experience things, but sadly no money no talk. which comes to my third thing to ruminate
3) Money - money makes the world spin. ok not literally but if u think of it, it really does. without money, one can do almost nothing. unless we plant our own vege, and rear our own chicken and fishes. we need money to survive, and to fulfill the 2 stuff above, i defintely need a large sum of money. Education don't come FOC. neither do experiencing things and travelling. i am starting to value money i guess, since i know how fast money can be 'burned'. go out once, will need use approximately 20 bucks minimum. want to do stuff, but no money. how? go earn money lo..
and i think i am falling into this spiral of earning money > spending money > earning money > to spend more money. slowly pushing me towards a more materialistic world. and i don't 1 to be materialistic. hmm.. :x this is bad, this is bad. i don't 1 money to be my main motivation. ><
........ how eh?
A life lived in fear is a life half lived.
God Bless~
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