Ramblings

I act as if i am joking, but i do mean what i say.....
it hurts to hear you tell me, but i do want to know....
i don't know how to be serious, afraid that our relationship would be jeapordized...
what have i learn in psychology? is there anything that i have learnt that can be applied to me?
it is both bitter and sweet....
i feel as if there is a void in my heart...
but i guess loving means that i have to let go and be happy for the other...

happy for a bird. dang cute. happy that she is happy. :D

on a totally suprising note, i saw ms. winnee here.. in penang.. she is staying in the same hotel as i am.. lol.. super suprised to bump into her here.. no.. not winnee cheong.. but winnee, foundation lecturer... wife of alex chin.. XD

at first when i saw her, i was thinking to myself 'how come look so much like winnee 1?' then comes mr. alex and jason.. then confirm her dy.. lol..

and when she is here.. how can jason not be here? JASON!!!! XD but then i didn't go play with him.. not good la... whole family there i go kacau.. lol

there are sooooo many cute girls at the wedding dinner la just now.. lol.. i mean cute LITTLE girls.. haha.. all dressed in white and super cute lo all of them.. even the little boys are cute.. :p
food was better tonight, atmosphere better also.. yum sing also got oomph... but void is still there

You by my side,

that's how i see us,

I close my eyes,

and i can see us

we're on our way to say i do

my secret dreams have all come true

I see the church

i see the people

your folks and mine,

happy and smiling

and i can hear sweet voices singing

ave Maria

all my love, my life,

this can really be

that someday you'll walk,

down the aisle with me

let it be, make it be,

that i am the one for u

I'll be yours, all yours,

Now and forever

God Bless~