Although things are not perfect Because of trial and pain Continue in thanksgiving Do not begin to blame Even when the times are hard Fierce winds are bound to blow God is forever around Hold on to what you know Imagine life without His love Joy would cease to be Keep thanking Him for all the things Love imparts to thee Move out of the 'Camp Complaining' No weapon that is known On earth can yield the power Praise can do alone Quit looking at the future Redeem the time at hand Start everyday with worship To thank is a command Until we see Him coming Victorious in the sky We'll run the race with gratitude Xalting God most high Yes, there'll be good times and some will be bad Zion waits in glory.. where none are ever sad
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done And things that have not occurred yet And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for
I’m sorry for the times that I left you home I was on the road and you were alone I’m sorry for the times that I had to go I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know That you were sitting home just wishing we Could go back to when it was just you and me I’m sorry for the times I would neglect I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done I’m sorry am not always there for my sons I’m sorry for the fact that I am not aware That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there Because I am in the streets like everyday Sorry for the things that I did not say Like how you are the best thing in my world And how I am so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there are some problems And I am not too blind to know All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show If I can't apologize for being wrong Then it’s just a shame on me I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that he put you through And all the times you didn’t know what to do Sorry that you had to go and sell those bags Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad And you would rather be home with all your kids As one big family with love and bliss And even though Pops treated us like kings He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad I’m sorry that your life turned out this way I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away
I understand that there are some problems And I am not too blind to know All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show If I can't apologize for being wrong Then it’s just a shame on me I’ll be the reason for your pain And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me Said you can put the blame on me You can put the blame on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to see They were dead wrong trying to put it on me I’m sorry that it took so long to speak But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt For the embarrassment that she felt Just a little young girl trying to have fun Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down I hope they manage better next time around How was I to know she was underage In a 21 and older club they say Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame For rising backed out disgracing my name I’m just a singer trying to entertain Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you Even though the blame's on you Even though the blame's on you I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me And you can put that blame on me You can put that blame on me And you can put that blame on me
I finally got the pictures of the treasure hunt.. but after looking at it, i didn't really want to put it.. i will only put one of it here.. haha.. other photos a bit ugly. XD...
Today is the day... the day of HELP's treasure hunt... woke up at 5.50 and get ready to go to bangsar station.. suppose to meet up with LK Meng at 7.05..
but some smart fella overslept and only woke up at what??? 6.50 hah.. what's that la?? but typical la ya.. hahaha.. speed to college like crazy like that.. so scared that we are late for registration.. but not that late also la.. ok ok la..
our team's name is... jeng jeng jeng.. Himbo Bimbo... wakaka.. and if u think that's lame, you are sooooo wrong man.. i tell you, HELP's people can come up with the laaaamest name ever man...
some of the participants name were like.. Thunder Cats.. i was like.. ahh... how lame can they be? some more got name such as 'Friends of Marcus Lim' o.O... who's marcus lim anyway?
oo oo.. still got names like The Losers, The Seekers and No Idea. A lot of strange and lame names la all over.. so ours is not that bad ok.. wakakaka
we got number 23 and started from HELP University College... oh.. we wanted to pose like super posers before going, but then no camera.. haih.. haih.. haih.. hahaha..
we were handed 2 set of papers, 1 set is the tulips, and another set is the questionnaire and we are suppose to look for answers to complete it.
so there we go and first stop is somewhere near Sentul.. not really sure where la.. but somewhere near there... then proceed to Jln. Ipoh and then KLCC, then to Bukit Bintang, and then Petaling Street... then continue to PJ SS2 and then went to The Curve in Damansara Utama (i think) then continue to TTDI and Sunway, on the way erm... we got a called from the organizers that it's over..
we are asked to go straight to the finishing line which is HELP ICT in Klang. so we drove there, not going to some of the places that we are suppose to go..
reach there already, they told us our marks will not be calculated because we exceed the time limit.. and we were like 'what??'
other people who take the shortcut and go straight to the finish line actually can win just like that.. they actually kinda lost half way through the game and then because all of us know the finishing line is in HELP ICT, they went there first, and that is how they won.. grrrr...
reach there got some performance in their auditorium, real cold man inside.. after the performances, we went to play bowling, and i am not the loser.. lala lala la la..
then after playing bowling, we played basketball shoot out.. hahaha.. all sot sot already.. throw like nobody's business. XD
then we went to Boston to eat whey.. don't play play.. know where is that or not?? the famous Boston also don't know ar?? nevermind la.. if u not Klang people, i don't blame you.. no la.. it's actually a Chinese restaurant la.. nothing to do with famousness and steaks...
ate quite full and then play some dumb game la.. Meng.. got lau sai or not?? XD XD...
then went to shyuan's house and then took her camera out and took some photos la.. what else right?? morning cannot take photos, take at night la.. wakakaka..
all day long, i was singing like a rapper... and why is that?? i don't know la.. maybe it's because my Big shirt that makes me looks baggy... but i seriously doubt the correlation la... haha :p
when u are given a lemon, make lemonade... when u are given a baggy shirt, sing like a rapper.. wakakaka..
came home, real tired.. oh oh oh.. they bought me a bag for my birthday present.. awww so sweet.. hahaha... thanks a lot guys.. appreciate it ya.. next time buy me erm.. shoe, car and condo.. XD
looks like Shyuan is not going to send me the photos like... now.. so will upload it later..
Starting of November, and it already is a great day, because of a few things..
Today's LLS is not bad.. we actually learned how to say ' I love you' in a few languages..
but then i only can remember a few.. let me list them down here.. hehe.. (i don't confirm the correctness in this ok.. don't hold me liable for it!!!)
korean : sarangheo (love to friends), tarangheo(love to sweetheart) spanish : de'amour japanese: aishteru (or something that sounds like that la)
ok that's the 3 that i remember.. obviously Miller's magic number 7 don't work well on me.. not so magical after all huh?? XD
and obviously, Franklin is soooo Shyuan when he says "it's not what you say, it's how you say it"
went to church today, and heard something similiar, but not so similiar..
Andrew Manikam, in his sermon quoted Mother Theressa's words
It is not how much you do, but how much love you put in what you do
It is not how much you give, but how much love you put in while giving
and, in his sermon, i found out what i am going to say for my MC 100's presentation.. woo hoo.. look out for it ya.. XD
and yeah... today is just a great day, started with a funny meeting/discussion. then went to a nice LLS class and a sugar high MC 100 class.
PTPTN
oh oh.. got those sweets from MC 100 class that is like sooooo super long tak makan dy... memories of the good old days la.. then got people fetch me home somemore you know..
Thanks Khoi Yit.. evie.. evie.. are you reading this?? :p