Wednesday, January 19, 2011

When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall

20th Jan 2011

When I was young, and Christmas trees were tall

Last night before I went to bed, suddenly there were flashback of my primary school time, specifically when I was getting my UPSR results. I remember that they called all standard 6 students to the canteen and announced the results, those who got 5As.

It was pretty nerve wrecking u know. I don't really remember how I felt, but i suppose it was anxiety, coupled with happiness when I heard my friends being called out one by one. When names are being called out, students have to lined up in front, it's like the teachers wants to purposely let other students know that 'these' are the good students. yea, of course it's a kind of praise, but what about those students who are not in these category? how do they feel?

finally my name was also being called out. i walked to the front and lined up as well. i remember i shook hands with all those who were lining up that day, congratulating each and everyone of them. I don't know what i was thinking. if it was me now, I think i wouldn't do such a thing. what would the person i shook hands with think? maybe they would think that

'what a show off.. need me to remember that u also get 5As?'

hahaha.. yea thinking is getting more complicated now. don't know whether it's good or bad.

am going to bali tomorrow.. i hope it would be a safe journey, coupled with lots of laughter, happiness, joy and relaxation. although i doubt the last 1, but it's a hope. hahaha

Don't asked me why, but time has passed us by

God Bless~