How long have u been in HELP?

One of my friends asked me "So this is your third year in HELP eh?"

I answered "yeah.. third year going to fourth"

After some moment.. i said "no no.. it's my fourth year, going to fifth"

Five years in HELP. FIVE FRIGGING YEARS. Time flies man.. 5 years in primary school seems like eternity. 5 years in secondary school seems like a little less than eternity.

how long more will i be in Help i wonder :X

God Bless~

A little update

yesterday i was sleeping so nicely and i was dreaming so nicely until SOMEONE decided to kacau me from my sleep through sms. OK la.. shouldn't blame her cause she doesn't know i am still sleeping right? but still.. ROAR!

I dreamt that i have a function to attend to, but i first dropped by at one of the volleyball court where my friends are playing volleyball cum bbq. I remember Thean was there together with Gee Chong. Stanley was there too. (btw, gee chong is back like.. soon and tomorrow, hopefully both thean and gee chong will be playing vb, muaahahaha). So there they were, and i have another function to go to, so i left.

before i left, i went to the toilet. Ok that's just a detail to show how much i remember about my dream, not significant in the dream plot. XD

then my dad fetched me to a place which i don't know where it is, but the strange things is that it seems so familiar. I even walked into the place as if i know it inside out. I first wanted to go find my friends who are playing volleyball there (college people), and i seemed to know where to walk eventhough i don't know that place :X

i managed to find my way to the volleyball court and there they were playing without me inside. roar.. i remember seeing self proclaimed super setter, YZ and 3 more weird people in the court which consist of 2 westerners and another was playing while wearing something like a scuba diving suit. XD

then after seeing them play for a while, i went to the toilet. this is important for the plot ok.. :p the toilet was astoundingly beautiful by the way. so i went to toilet and this indian seems to want to cari pasal with me. want to go out, he block, i call for help from another person, but it turns out that the other person i asked help for gang up with him and bullied me. funny.. hahaha it's like the more people i call for help, the more people comes but ended up helping them instead of me..

then it occured to me that they were just playing around with me as a means to celebrate my birthday.. just to 'juak' me a little. i don't know where this weird thought came from, but yes la.. my thoughts were true. (FYI, my birthday is nowhere near). then they took me to a place where i can pamper myself with massage.... after the massage, i was supposed to be brought to the birthday party.. oh so sweet right?

but before i even managed to go for that supposedly awesome massage, i was awaken by the sms =.=!!!

Yean May, u better pay for what u have done.. i cannot get massage in dream, u better pay me back in reality.. XD

ok a little update about my life? hmm.. nowadays life is a little more meaningful, or at least at this point in time maybe. lol.. a lot of generativity i suppose. if last time i place generativity in other people's volleyball life, this time i place my effort into people's study. i am an academic tutor.. yay.. for PSY 105, 106, 201, 202, 204, and 208. and also helping some of my friends to read their thesis. nice? NICE... :D

also i will also be shooting a short film this sem.. new challenge.. awesome posem..

some of the volleyball people are leaving, or already left, but i think there will be more outings for these 2 weeks. hahaha.. everytime say last meeting, last meeting.. go out every now and then. :X

oh and assignments are piling up.. so yea.. that's some update about my life

God Bless~

Change

Today went out gai gai with friends. And it seems that they have changed a lot.

they go clubbing. something i didn't think they would do. not that clubbing is bad, but it just didn't cross my mind that they would go. and yes, many people whom i thought would not go clubbing actually do go. maybe it's my conservative thinking gua.. go clubbing only got 3 things can do. drink, dance and look at lengzhais/lengluis. i don't drink, i don't dance and there punya lengzhai/lengluis also cannot pakai 1 la.. so that's y i don't want to go clubbing. i still don't really understand y my friends would go clubbing, but probably it's the atmosphere ba.. i haven't been, so i can't say anything.. in short, they changed

they gamble. XD asked me whether i entered casino not.. i said 'no'. and they said next time bring me go.. lol.. i don't 1 gamble there.. probably go inside to just take a look ba.. if they don't ask, it didn't even cross my mind to go casino.. it also didn't cross my mind that they would go.

i guess they really did change. probably you can call it growth. maybe i am the one who is left behind ba. :X

God Bless~

Irony of technology

Technology is supposed to make our lives easier to live. the irony lies in the bad side of technology. It makes us complacent.

the invention of cars made it possible to travel longer distance. And yes, there is more travelling, but less exercising. Last time people need to walk to travel. Not anymore and therefore less healthy living

the invention of phones and internet made it possible for seamless connectivity. but ironically, it made people talk online rather than face to face. You could say it's more connectivity, but less quality communication.

the invention of air cond made our home cooler, but made the world warmer.

so many more other technology which have in one way or another changed our lifestyle.

but i guess i can't blame technology right? it's just a piece of tool. we humans are the ones who are living, and we should take actions for what is good for us. but human beings are beings of neccessity. unless it's a 'must do', we normally don't do it.

HUMANS :)

God Bless~