Bad sleep, bad dream

I have a bad sleep today.. didn't really slept well cause a lot of mosquito bites.. i finally woke up, and checked the time.. it's about 5.20.. for the whole 4 hours and 20 minutes.. didn't really slept also.. toss and turn and then mosquito bites.. grr..

then after that, tried to sleep again, and got bad dream.. =.=;

i dreamt that i was in a shopping complex wanting to buy some stuffs (i do remember that there are other people together with me, but i don't really remember whether it's my family members or not).. so anyway.. walk walk.. want to buy stuff, and entered a shop.. but that shop doesn't have the things we wanted to buy.. so walked out..

after walking out, there was an announcement saying that the cinema does not sell food. we were pretty suprised by the announcement and therefore decided to have a look at the cinema, since we were not very far away from it.. and the cinema was jam packed. brimming with people..

but that's not the exciting part.. the exciting part is that there is a huge guy who is cleaning the walls of the cinema.. and by huge, i mean really huge.. like.. double of yao ming's height and size. and he was so odd that i looked at him for a little longer.. he was big, and had a some hair at the back of the head.. he was scrubing the wall of the cinema while walking on the escalator.

so after that, i left and suddenly there was a ruckus.. the big dude fell (i don't know from where and how), but he did fell and he was pretty much in pain.. covering the back of his head with his two arms.. then suddenly, people started to pull away his hands and feet and 1 person stepped on his neck.. they pulled and *snap*. i presumed that his limbs are no longer attached to his body.. of course i wouldn't know for sure because just before it snapped, i looked away..

at this point.. i not sure whether i am awake or not.. but i think i am half awake.. i did feel whether i should continue sleeping, or wake up.. but i did continue sleeping and so my dream continued

i don't know why the people do what they did to him, but that got me and the people who were shopping with me scared and we ran. run run run, run until some place which i don't even know where. it's like a mountain-eous place and i am at a place built with stones (at this point, i only remember me, but i am not together with the people in the shopping complex anymore). i remember there was an old man there, and it seems like he can predict the future or something. he drew a picture, and the picture can actually move, sorta kinda like revealing some sort of secret with the movements.

then a huge monster appeared. by huge, i mean.. HUUUUGEE.. like ultraman monster huge.. and the monster was heading towards us.. i got scared, and ran. i tried hiding from the view of the monster.. and we sorta play hide and seek with each other.. although the monster is big, but it's fast.. then appeared a african lady, with a gun.. always shooting at the monster.. one might think that she's nuts.. but i remembered her saying that the monster is her pet. -.-;

after that, don't really remember anything anymore.. really crazy dream.. y am i having so many bad dreams recently?

the worst part in the dream is the snapping of the limbs la... after waking up, i ponder to myself.. do humans kill other humans just because they don't look like each other? do we kill each other just because we don't look like each other?

God Bless~

MATRADE 2007

I officially started working in 2007 for the Food and Beverages Fair in MATRADE Centre. And for this work, i did blog-ed about it http://bpsych-ers.blogspot.com/2007/07/first-day-of-work.html

But that time no pictures ma.. hahaha.. now got pictures already. One main reason why this happens is because i don't have my own camera. so i rely on other people to snap the photo and afterwards send it to me. so that's y many old overdue posts..

so yea.. a little refreshment.. since the event is food and beverages fair, there are lots of sample food to eat.. so me and my friend went around eating food samples for our lunch and tea. hahaha.. good in a sense that there are tons of variety (just opposite our stall got halal daging salai. XD), but bad is that.. there is nothing which u can eat a whole lot.. takkan want to stand at that stall and eat and eat right? malu la.. ho ho..

this is my friend, who worked with me in the same stall. she helped me find the job.. ho ho

her name is Yi Ling

together with 2 of my superiors

:D

God Bless~

HMC Ball 2006

Yes yes... super overdue.. now close to 2010 only come blog about this.. haha.. but i super free.. apa boleh buat? XD

For 21 years of my life, this is the first ever prom/ball that i ever went too. Not because i want to, but because i HAVE to. I am one of the commitee member for HMC Student Council, so have to go and do work.. But at least it's free.. good thing it's free cause i didn't even manage to eat anything except for a bowl of fried rice.. was controlling the lighting from above..

the stage. nice?

reception area

starting performance.. pretty impressive i should say..

the nice nice entrance

and finally, everyone enjoying on the dance floor

all in all, eventhough i didn't eat much, i was happy i guess.. i still remember the whole council went up stage and dance to Goo Goo Dolls song - Iris. Didn't enjoy much of the ball, cause i was controlling the lighting, but it was good i guess.

Me and prom don't mix i think cause i don't or probably can't communicate well with people.. if i sit at the table, i can only imagine me eating non stop. XD all in all, it was an experience which will never be forgotten, but me and prom really no friend. so expensive for a night.. worth it ma?

God Bless~

Bpsych Lunch

I suddenly find myself super free these days.. or probably for these few weeks only.. ho ho.. and so i decided that one of the things that i shall do is blog, and i have many events to blog about. events which previously i didn't blog because... i was either lazy/busy/any other reason.

there is no order to my events posting.. just random.. so we shall start.. Bpysh Lunch 2007

Our department, the Psychology department have this lunch which they welcome new students into their departments. but students must wear this 'graduation robe' to signify that we will strive towards our graduation. it is a motivation for us, and i wonder how many of us still remember that day?

Me, Meng and Jian

Back then, lameness knows no end

Back then, vain-ness knows no end

All the leng zhais and leng lui?

The one in the middle is our Dean, hopefully we can wear the robe, with a square hat by the end of next year, or probably the starting of the following year :D graduation is not a dream anymore, it's becoming a reality

God Bless~

Counselling sessions

Today is the last day of my counselling sessions. I went for counselling as a means for bonus marks for one of my classes, and i guess it is beneficial for me.

I talked about relationships in the sessions, but of course, the details are pretty secret. I now realized some of the thoughts which have been making me do what i do.

today i shared a news with my counsellor and she replied "you said that with a smile on your face, with a cheeky smile" i guess i am happy when i heard that news. but whether or not this happiness will be long lasting is another matter. i am happy nevertheless

oh if you don't understand what i am saying here it's owhkay :D

God Bless~

Lucid dream

I have read before about lucid dream where in the dream, you can do what you want. I didn't really believe in it cause i haven't experience it. but this morning, i experienced lucid dream.. ho ho

i dreamt that i was crossing a road in my neighbourhood and then across the road, i saw a few people playing volleyball, beside the road.

i sorta kinda know the people, but then not very close to them, so i decided to walk away.. but suddenly, i saw a girl whom looks very familiar.. i stared longer, and yes it is her, digging with the other people..

i waited for a while, and then she finished playing and walked towards a... shop. then, her bf (i think) help her to fix her hair cause it's messy.. then talk talk, then we started walking, and i don't know why i was dragging along a chair for the walk

while walking, we wanted to cross a road, and suddenly a car drove pass at high speed. the car came from right, and i was left to the girl. nobody was hurt, and then i 'decided' to walk to her right side so as to protect her gua..

from then on, i knew that i was sorta kinda walking on my own determination, and true enough.. i did something which i wanted to do in the dream.. ho ho..

conclusion is, lucid dreams do happen.. i wonder how many of us have experienced it? and how often will i get it?

God Bless~

Negative correlation

As I look back at my blog, I see a negative correlation between number of post and length of time. As time passes, my posts gets fewer. From 2007, got about 100 something post.. then it gets fewer and until this year.. only about 20 plus posts. hahaha

the question to ask is why? i guess i don't have much to blog about... and have been busy la.. 2 main reasons.. or probably i have things to talk about, just that i don't think it is significant enough for me to blog about it.

so ya lo.. that's about it..

God Bless~