Counselling sessions

Today is the last day of my counselling sessions. I went for counselling as a means for bonus marks for one of my classes, and i guess it is beneficial for me.

I talked about relationships in the sessions, but of course, the details are pretty secret. I now realized some of the thoughts which have been making me do what i do.

today i shared a news with my counsellor and she replied "you said that with a smile on your face, with a cheeky smile" i guess i am happy when i heard that news. but whether or not this happiness will be long lasting is another matter. i am happy nevertheless

oh if you don't understand what i am saying here it's owhkay :D

God Bless~

Lucid dream

I have read before about lucid dream where in the dream, you can do what you want. I didn't really believe in it cause i haven't experience it. but this morning, i experienced lucid dream.. ho ho

i dreamt that i was crossing a road in my neighbourhood and then across the road, i saw a few people playing volleyball, beside the road.

i sorta kinda know the people, but then not very close to them, so i decided to walk away.. but suddenly, i saw a girl whom looks very familiar.. i stared longer, and yes it is her, digging with the other people..

i waited for a while, and then she finished playing and walked towards a... shop. then, her bf (i think) help her to fix her hair cause it's messy.. then talk talk, then we started walking, and i don't know why i was dragging along a chair for the walk

while walking, we wanted to cross a road, and suddenly a car drove pass at high speed. the car came from right, and i was left to the girl. nobody was hurt, and then i 'decided' to walk to her right side so as to protect her gua..

from then on, i knew that i was sorta kinda walking on my own determination, and true enough.. i did something which i wanted to do in the dream.. ho ho..

conclusion is, lucid dreams do happen.. i wonder how many of us have experienced it? and how often will i get it?

God Bless~

Negative correlation

As I look back at my blog, I see a negative correlation between number of post and length of time. As time passes, my posts gets fewer. From 2007, got about 100 something post.. then it gets fewer and until this year.. only about 20 plus posts. hahaha

the question to ask is why? i guess i don't have much to blog about... and have been busy la.. 2 main reasons.. or probably i have things to talk about, just that i don't think it is significant enough for me to blog about it.

so ya lo.. that's about it..

God Bless~

So much REM, so little time

For how many centuries have i neglected this blog of mine :S

So many things to talk about.. so i shall just ramble in no particular order..

Today was 308 midterm and assignment 1 due.. oh finally another assignment and midterm over. A little bit of breath.. but not very much actually. things to come:

1) NEGERI SEMBILAN OPEN - IMBA!! seriously very 'fan' about this 1. Grr.. i 1 to resign my post after this year already
2) Thesis - haven't finish yet.. another 2 more weeks only i think for first draft
3) Business finals - come back from competition, then finals for business.. 10th and 11th i think..
4) 305 assignment 1 - first week of november
5) 308 assignment 2 - nothing much to say..
6) 305 assignment 2 - last week of november or first week of december?
7) Colloquium - thesis presentation

This morning I had a few dreams. woke up, slept, dream. woke up, slept, dream. In one of the dreams, i was in this lagoon, and it was kinda cool.. swim swim, suddenly slide down to a water filled supermarket. people actually shop in this water filled supermarket.

then another dream was about someone telling me he/she broke up with his/her boyfriend/girlfriend already. don't know y, but i dreamt of it la..

then another 1 was about me wanting to go this place to eat, but tak jadi.. i remember i fell on the floor filled with.. orange colour sauce and i was wearing an orange colour shirt.

last 2 days.. i dreamt about someone who is dear to me. that person said that he/she wants to learn how to play volleyball.. haha.. funny..

So much REM dreams, so little time to catch.

better get back to work

God Bless~

Purpose of human

Have you ever thought what is the purpose of humans in this world?

Maybe you have given thought about why are u here, but why humans? Have you gave that a thought?

All animals exists for a reason, which is to balance the world. I believe that if humans were not to interfere, the system would be on a perfect balance and there would no be extinction nor over population of any certain species. ok la.. maybe there will be, but in time it will balance back itself. for example, if anteaters who eats.. well obviously ants, manage to almost wipe them out in an area, anteaters will go out of food for a period, and therefore they will die. when they do, there will be less anteaters and the ants population will start to grow again..

I think, humans now think that their purpose is survival. People would do many many terrible things just in order to survive and progress. War, deforestation, pollution etc.

but if you look back into the Bible (owhkay.. i not Bible expert so i hope i am not wrong here. Forgive me if i am yea), God created human and asked us to govern the His creation. by govern, i take it as taking care of the animals and the earth

but we are not taking very good care of it are we? instead of taking care of them, we only care about ourselves and in the process, we destroy them. maybe in the first place we would want to take good care of ourselves so that we can take good care of others, but i guess we lost sight of it.

now it's a dog eat dog world, where we don't even care for our fellow humans.

TRULY A VERY SAD TRUTH

humans are over populating the world, and that's not the issue i guess. the issue is we are not taking good care of our world, and nature is coming back to get us. there are many many more 'natural disaster' (i put it in inverted commas because it's not really natural natural. rather it's caused by humans to a certain extent) these days like flood and draught which defies normal parameters.

maybe it's time nature comes back at us so that there will be less of us, then the world will go normal again? only time will tell and only God knows

be watchful therefore, for you know not what time does the Master comes knocking on the door

God Bless~

Wah lao eh... Chap gui ni bo kua teok liao le..

The translation for the title would roughly be.. --> Wah lao eh.. more than 10 years didn't see you liao le.... and that's what it means..

Last tuesday, my grandad's brother passed away. He was 89. I barely know him, but my family and I went down to Kluang (Johor) to attend his funeral. We went down on Wednesday, and reached about 5 something.

It is only during marriage or funeral that I get to see most of my family members (from my mum's side cause they stay in pretty far from each other) come together to attend an event. So this funeral brought together most of my family members together and I would want to highlight the meeting with one of my cousin.

This is Catherine Teo. My cousin.

Really 'chap gui ni bo kua teok liao le'. and after all those years, she barely changed.. didn't seem to grow old.. XD me and my sis were so happy and suprised to see her and her husband together attending the funeral. It's been a looooong loooooooong time since we saw each other. Ashley, their son (my nephew) didn't come along.

This is Ashley

The last time i saw him was when he was about 3 or 4 years old only. That time he was SUPER cute. and he eat lots of chilly for his age. Look at him now.. he's 14 already and according to her mum, he's as tall as me.. aiks..

Guess now I am old enough to say "chap gui ni bo kua teok liao le"

On another unrelated matter... yesterday I went to look out point with Weng Sing. and while walking, i stumbled across a car key. I recognize that it's an Avanza key cause i have 1 at home and i was asking myself, what do i do with the key now? how can i ever give back the key to the owner?

while i was pondering, a little girl came up to me and said

"Uncle, that car key is ours"

Then without hesitation, i passed the key to her.. i didn't even realized that she called me 'uncle' until later weng sing told me about it. point is.. i old dy..

May God bring my grandad's bro's soul to His arm

God Bless~

Tristan's 21st birthday

The other day my friends and I went for my friend's 21st birtday. Oh well.. most of my friends are having their 21st birthday this year.. all the dragons.. mwehehe.. 1988-ers.. It's really rare for me to blog about them.. but got pictures mer.. so blog about it lo.. :p

So the birthday boy's name is Tristan Tang Chan Hoe.

See the guy sitting in the middle? that's the birthday boy.

I shall start explaining my bunch of friends here.. the one on sitting on the left (left in the photo with the specs and blue shirt) is Andrew.. he's a doctor. XD he once was my replacement physic teacher. the one sitting on the right is Wai Shin.. he's.. a friend.. XD studying engineering..

The girl in black sitting right in front, next to me is Joey, the girlfriend of tristan. they have been together for 3 years.. that's what according to her la.. hehe.. the girl on my right is Pui Yan. we use to call her King Kong, or Kong as that's her sir name.. the guy in the middle with blue shirt is Peter :)

The girl behind kong is kei kei.. and the last guy beside her with white shirt is Shawn.. one of my best guy friend..

on that day.. i went there after church, and they had bbq.. i went quite late and i started bbq-ing.. then talk talk talk.. until about 11.30.. it was a good thing that we still can catch up even after secondary school is over. :D

God Bless~